It’s not your fault what happened to you BUT it is your responsibility to heal yourself!

This workbook isn’t your typical self-help workbook. This workbook will be the biggest accomplishment you will ever make in your life!  Ask me how I know? I am very proud of my resurrection workbook and put lots of hours into it. I will periodically page through and smile to myself and give me a pat. Thank You Lucinda for creating this personal resurrection book for everyone to feel into themselves, get to know themselves, and who they truly are. Profound healing is witnessed once the work is completed. This is truly a holy and sacred workbook you put together for humanity’s way back to light.  It is a fresh new start in life that is necessary to birth light. Her book, “Resurrection Journey of the Christed Bride,” is where I started and opened the doors to pursue A workbook invitation from her. Keep showing us the way!

At first when I got the workbook, I honestly had a know-it-all attitude like why I am going to revisit and open all my traumas and beat myself up for all the shortcomings I had? I had it in my head I have already made mends with it all and healed and the past was the past and needed to be left there. Let me tell you it was my ego and old programing that society taught me to just forgive and go on. I was engraved that someone can forgive but not forget. I had to look deep into the mirror and look into my soul and be completely honest and raw with myself. Do I want to heal and be freed of these dark chains shackled on my body that felt so heavy every day and kept piling on and on my entire being and take a resurrection journey to clean up dark blankets that are keeping me in bondage? Or stay where I am complete misery and suffering? I was so buried in all 40 dark emotions that covered me dark. The dark emotions were my shadows and wounds that were unhealed. I was so ill that my body had fibromyalgia, shingles, migraines, fatigue, and more. All areas in my life were suffering. The 40 dark emotions were driving me down to a spiral and I knew I needed to get help. I tried counseling and other help avenues that didn’t get to the root cause and opened my heart. It made me more confused and frustrated about why I wasn’t getting better.

I saw Lucinda’s videos on, “Dare a New Dream!” I was in because it felt for the first time, a deep knowing and intuition of hope that flooded over my body.

If you want a quick fix this isn’t for you. It took me about one year and a couple of months to complete. I dedicated myself to one emotion a week with Lucinda’s must do videos with each emotion. I could not have done this without her videos. The videos were a portal to open your heart over your ego and go deep into each question. The videos are magical and will put you in a sacred bubble for releasing and healing. The videos have so much wisdom and takeaways to apply to your life. They also tell the raw truth and help you align with source. The videos feel she is right there gently putting the root in your face right on to answer all the necessary questions. Her stories will inspire you that you are not alone and Earth school is here to expand our soul not to destroy it. There are four questions she asks. These questions help you explore when you first experienced this emotion. It takes you way back into your beginning years. Then you must think about what it taught you. Then you get to transmute that dark emotion to light emotion with sacred texts or whatever you resonate with. It felt like I was rewinding into the past and really understanding how each emotion continues if you don’t address and release it. I held myself accountable. As I was aging through the first couple of emotions I needed assistance. I was too bogged down with all the emotions and didn’t know where my first experience was because all of them meshed. Lucinda was always there facilitating me, listening to my stories, seeing the pictures I created, was there when I was crying my eyes out, and more. She truly knew what wisdom and critical questions to ask me. She bestowed so much warmth, kindness, and unconditional love to me. You get to create your own image in your workbook that is on a scroll. This is fun to create and feel into your own creativity. Everyone has creativity ready to be unleashed and what a neat way to express it through your own workbook on emotions.

The first couple of emotions getting started wasn’t easy but as you go on clarity and understanding why you are doing this holy work comes to light. Peeling each dark layer off you like an onion, you become lighter, transmutation, and transformation occurs. If I missed a video that week, I would feel like something was off and would resume. I loved how I was feeling inside and more connected to my divinity and higher self. Each video brought me to tears. There wasn’t a video where it didn’t touch my soul deeply, right down to the core. I began to bless my tears of clearing and feeling every single emotion. As time went on there were places to put a picture of yourself. I really loved this because it was so exciting when you were on video like number five, and she would say open to page 131 and she would read the page and give you instructions on what to do next. She will go through the whole book with you at different points when it fits in with an emotion or measuring when its time. I really liked those extra pages and all the scriptures. I began to feel again. All five senses (hear, see, touch, smell, taste) came alive again. Like being re-born. I was no longer in my old human story. The victim hood went out the window and self-ownership of my liabilities. Transmuting each emotion to light one by one. My human lenses changed how I viewed my world. I realized that every trauma that was rooted at a young age was a blessing and was not to ruin me but to make my soul expand. It helped open my dark speckled heart to love again. To have empathy, rise above the chitter chatter, and help myself with healthy boundaries. Transmuting 40 emotions into light helped me in so many ways. When I would be going thorough tests by the universe (live it, breath it, and be it) I would have to ask myself why am I feeling this emotion and why is this triggering me? I would identify the emotion and go back into my workbook to that identified emotion such as judgement and review the page and sacred texts. This was so helpful because I didn’t want to repeat my dark emotions with dark responses like I did in the past. It was a reset button before I reacted. When I would be in a pickle with my family drama, I thought about where I was triggered and where it was coming from and would look at what transmutation feeling that was lighter in my workbook to help me through my emotions. It is like blowing dark stinky smoke out of the way to get clear and clean air. This is what this workbook invitation does. My throat chakra and solar plexus were always rumbling and now I am walking through life with my truth and self-worth. I no longer have room to carry other people’s emotions that aren’t mine to carry. Once I cleared my dark emotions one by one in this workbook and learned how to transmute them into loving emotions, I had room for new energies, manifestations, dreams, and more to enter my holy body. I started to love myself again, feel worthy, have self-respect, anxiety dropped, going through life now felt exciting, know thy self, and many more. I began to come closer to source energy. I began to make dramatic changes in my life by default and organically. Every day I made a little progress. I put one foot in front of the other. I began to heal physically, mentally, spiritually, and emotionally. Happiness started to radiate from me. My head was no longer down and now up. I began to embrace me and be authentic. Change was seen by others. I am now able to hold my light and not be dragged down to the pits. Dreams, formations in the clouds, journaling, meditation, soul exploration, high vibration music, healthy relationships, creating harmony in the home, food choices, healthy thoughts, and plenty more have been replaced with my old self. I can hold the 40 lighter emotions and know I also can go to the dark ones again. It is my choice where I want to be.  A choice.

Take the leap and do your holy workbook!  Magic happens literally.

Jennifer Beaster